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******My first ringing of the chimes was cold and dark. I cried for my loss, pain and loneliness for my sons. I felt so alone in the cold darkness that I wanted to scream and fill the empty space with it, but then I realized I wasn't alone. That somewhere in the world there was at least one other person doing the same thing as me at that exact moment. You saved me! I love you Jeremiah and Jonathan you are two of the five best things I've ever done. My two boys, you were so different. Jeremiah my gentle giant with a poets heart. Jonathan my funny, strong, slightly plaintive son. Your births told a lot about how you were as boys. Jeremiah you took time coming into the world, not wanting to leave your warm security. Giving me gentle loving movements to let me know you were fine, just not ready to be in the world yet. When you were finally born you cried pitifully until we touched each other. Jonathan you blasted into the world like a freight train (Less than 3 hours labor) like tadaaaa I'm born lets get on with it! Not a peep, no crying at all like you had it all under control. The world is less with you gone, I miss you both more than I could ever say with words!
******My youngest daughter Shayna rang the chimes for our second time. Pain and comfort, a weird combination to get at the same time.
My husband Rick rang the third chimes. Our candle is burning on our table too. I love you boys. God I miss you!
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